The story I'm about to post is really about me... or at least me several months, frusterated with some things regarding my christian faith. It felt like I always had the message preached at me that I had to DO something FOR God. Just, do, do, do, do till the cows come home! I felt like Neo in The Matrix, feeling like something was wrong but not entirely knowing what it is or was. I mean I love God, but I felt so uncomfortable, like this doing attitude couldn't possibly be from him, not after everything we've endured.
And so, I wrote Serlyng and the Courtier.
A courtier is a man who stood in the king's court, like in Hamlet. The thing is courtiers only serve the king, they aren't royalty or next in line like the prince or princess. They just serve the king. Period.
And that's how I was feeling, like a dude who was only meant to serve, and that I should be okay with that, like it was really God's will for me, yet I was sure I was getting conflicted messages from him and the church.
Jess, right now you're my only follower so that's cool, I hope you enjoy it.
Go and Be by AudioA
Go and be/Nothing less than you
For you begin in Him
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